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♥ Monday, July 31 ♥
crap,i'm having a fever.. 37.5 degrees..=( stoopid weather.. urgg.. hands are ice-yyy cold.. brrrr... hid under the blanket also very cold.. -hides in the igloo-. tts where eskimaomaos hide right??.. heh heh heh...  left her thoughts ♥ 9:56:00 PM
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sighs.today's just not the best day for many of us.. wenling fell down and sprained her leg. and had to run after a bus limping.. we were not in the best of moods.. was rushing to print out a soft copy for our teacher. i don't know what happened.. my laptop fell to the ground. the bottom broke.its breaking apart. am heartbroken.. today just isnt our day....... i wonder what will happen next. left her thoughts ♥ 2:05:00 PM
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oh dear,its 4 hours to class.project not done yet.. this is crazy. i guess we all forgot about the project.. oh my oh my.how dead we are. tuition again today,and its the indonesian guy, i really think i'm too nice and he's crawling all over my head. i must be fierce. but what if i am and he ends up hating me?? den teachin him wld be a disaster.. urgg.... left her thoughts ♥ 8:30:00 AM
♥ Sunday, July 30 ♥
omg...i realised that tomorrow is our french presentation..and we haven done anything yet!!!! oh crappy.. this is soo bad... URGG!!!!!.... i hope 4 hours is enough... left her thoughts ♥ 11:20:00 PM
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parents and i are small eaters..but we just ate a whole lot..2x what we'd usually eat.. my gosh,we almost exploded.. yep. left her thoughts ♥ 8:56:00 PM
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'i miss you,dearly.my normal life is a life with you.. left her thoughts ♥ 10:46:00 AM
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woke up with a heavy heart.felt so empty inside,something's missing. and i'm missing it badly. i wanna work things out one more time. sighs. if only i was given a chance.. i've been a total idiot and a bitch.. 'God,hear my cries,give me strength... left her thoughts ♥ 8:04:00 AM
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silly grace,i love you..tomorrow studying!! yay!.. FIT.. oh man..i hate that module,but i'm halfway through. now deciding with iggy where's the best place to study. haha..he's thinking that my place is very far.. but Mac's is not a very conducive place either.. hmmm.. think i shall just stay home and study... getting a place to study also headache..haha left her thoughts ♥ 1:15:00 AM
♥ Saturday, July 29 ♥
okie,National day's coming up.anyone gamed for fireworks?? dang,my room is infested with ants. i have no sweets in my room. hmm...maybe they're just attracted to me.. they're like crawing on my hands and biting me. hurts.. but...i'm too sweet.. whahaha.. heh heh heh left her thoughts ♥ 5:00:00 PM
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this by far the most heart-wrenching.i loved him.this most,still do.. like crazy. havent slept at all. i'm too scared to sleep,i don't wanna fall on my face once again. left her thoughts ♥ 12:41:00 PM
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i stabbed my heart.now i'm living hell. i cant sleep.i tried to dry my tears and go to sleep. i closed my eyes,suddenly i felt a slap on my face.. i was dreaming that i fell on my face.. i have really fallen.. deep.... never in my life did i do anything like i did. i need you. but,i'll pick myself up. start all over. we all have to learn. i learnt. left her thoughts ♥ 9:55:00 AM
♥ Thursday, July 27 ♥
will you wipe away the tears in my eys everytime i cry?
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Torn I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm, he came around like he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry Well you couldn’t be that man that I adored You don’t seem to know, or seem to care what your heart is forI don’t know him anymore There's nothin' where he used to lie Our conversation has run dry That's what's goin' on Nothing’s fine I'm torn I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is tornY ou're a little lateI'm already torn So I guess the fortune teller's right I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light But you crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have no luckI don't miss it all that much There's just so many things That I can't touch I'm torn I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn Torn... There's nothing where he used to lie My inspiration has run dry That's what's goin' on Nothing's right I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am ashamed Bound and broken on the floor You're a little late I'm already torn left her thoughts ♥ 8:22:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, July 26 ♥
go away,i'm no longer happy.
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i've never been so angry and sad in my life before..am shaking now,real bad... i dunno what the hell is going on.. i'm really really mad.. VERY.. left her thoughts ♥ 2:00:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, July 25 ♥
i don't understand this.Boyfriends tell their Girlfriends that they are busy and "PLEASE" understand that they can't spend much time with them. And when Girlfriends ask their Boyfriends to go out,Boyfriends give 100000000111111111 ZILLON EXCUSES for not being able to meet. But when friends ask them out,Everyday is a FREE day. OH!! did i forget to mention that the GIRLS Boyfriends claimed,AND i mean CLAIMED that they're not flirting with is together with that group of friends as mentioned above.. SUDDENLY....Everything and Everyday is sooooo possible HOW IRONIC EH?? left her thoughts ♥ 7:05:00 PM
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finished class at 1pm.and the stupidest thing is that i'm having a test at 5pm. so now,here i am in the Students Union Office doing nothing. trying to study,but there's nothing to study.. this is so crazy........ left her thoughts ♥ 3:15:00 PM
♥ Monday, July 24 ♥
life is full of deceit.everyday,our lives are filled with lies.. be it your loved ones,friends or family.. there'll still be hidden truths.. truths that we'll never know... left her thoughts ♥ 8:49:00 PM
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differences aside,you'll definitely feel the love.. let it stay this way. we'll be as happy as can be.. left her thoughts ♥ 2:26:00 AM
♥ Saturday, July 22 ♥
And I Love You So-perry como And I love you so The people ask me how How I've lived till now I tell them I don't know I guess they understand How lonely life has been But life began again The day you took my hand And yes I know How lonely life can be The shadows follow me And the night won't set me free But I don't let the evening get me down Now that your around me And you love me too Your thoughts are just for me You set my spirit free I'm happy that you do The book of life is brief And once the page is read All but life is dead That is my belief And yes I know How lonely life can be The shadows follow me And the night won't set me free But I don't let the evening get me down Now that your around me And you love me too Your thoughts are just for me You set my spirit free I'm happy that you do 'and i love you so.. left her thoughts ♥ 12:24:00 PM
♥ Thursday, July 20 ♥
Happy 11th months anniversary....shall say more.. left her thoughts ♥ 9:25:00 PM
♥ Monday, July 17 ♥
well,there's this person whom i really wanna thank,for being there when i needed someone to talk to.. when i'm bored,when i'm angry,when i'm down.. i guess i've never really thanked him yet.. and my lil malaysian shopping khaki(for 1 trip).. this person is lee hong.. thanks man,for listening to all my crappy stuff.. and for cheering me up even thou it comes out wrong sometimes.. hehe.. and i'm glad i got to hear your bitching bout studies too!!.. cos we all wanna bitch bout studies.. hehe... well,thanks once again!!.. MUST study hard ok.. haha... left her thoughts ♥ 9:57:00 PM
♥ Sunday, July 16 ♥
Another Lonely Day..-Ben harper Yes indeed I'm, alone again And here comes emptiness, crashing in Its either love or hate, I can't find in between 'Cause I've been with witches and I've been with the queen It wouldn't have worked out anyway So now it's just another lonely day hey, hey Further along, we just may But for now it's just another lonely day Wish there was something I, could say or do I can resist anything but, the temptation from you But I'd rather walk alone, than chase you around I'd rather fall myself than let you, drag me on down It wouldn't have worked out anyway and now it's just another lonely day hey, hey Further along, we just may But for now it's just another lonely day Yesterday seems like a, life ago Cause the one I loved today, I hardly know You I held so close, in my heart oh dear Grow further from me with every, falling tear It wouldn't have worked out anyway So now it's just another lonely day hey, hey Further along, we just may But for now it's just another lonely day _________________________________________________________ this is exactly how i have been feeling.. sitting alone in the room, frantically scrolling my phonebook. realised that none of my friends are free.. they're either out with their boyfriends or they're working.. or..they're already out.. and now,i realised maybe i have no friends.. how pathetic can i be? sitting at home,staring at the screen.. my brain's on the verge of exploding.. i guess this is the beginning of the end. maybe its time to face this world alone.. sighs,been feeling like drinking recently.. get all high and just go to sleep.. instead of staying sober,staying up and going crazy.. left her thoughts ♥ 11:36:00 AM
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met up with han and grace..miss them,just like old time. the swinging single all girls day.. feels like it once again.. talked and laughed at the memories of sec sch... hope there's more to come.. just us,just like the good old days. singlehood fun.... left her thoughts ♥ 12:38:00 AM
♥ Friday, July 14 ♥
tuition class again today..Lavis,the boy who's english isn't good. i'm starting to like him.. he's so cute. anyway,we grew green beans today,part of his science chapter ,"cycles of life". you should have seen that look on his face. beaming with exctiement.. so precious.. i guess it pays to know that you've made someone happy. anyway, i stayed on more that i should. went to his house at 2.15pm,should be done by 3.45pm. but i just wanted to make sure he knew his work.. and i ended up staying till almost 5 pm.. but i don't know why i'm still staying on way beyond what i should.. even my tuition teacher charges me for every 1/2 hour she stays. and i'm paid 140 bucks for 8 lessons of 1 1/2 hour each.. hmm.... if any tutor is reading this,i bet he/she must be thinking i'm crazy for staying so long.. i guess now its not the money i'm after.. maybe its something else,that money cant buy.. 'i miss you... do you??? left her thoughts ♥ 11:15:00 PM
♥ Thursday, July 13 ♥
had my 2nd student today,he's another pri 3 kid.. another boy.. man,he's almost as tall as me.. dang,i'm super short.ya i know,you must be thinking,"see,told you you're short,Shotty" anyway,he's an indonesian,a least i can converse with him in english,his maths seems fine. he's just lazy and day dreamy,think he wants to play with his friends. anyway,just bribed him with stickers..nice ones. told him i'd give him a nice sticker for getting all the questions i assigned him correct. and a BIG one if he passes his test and 2 big ones if he gets a B.. =) that motivated him..haha.. well,he's very much easier to teach,at least he understands me.. thank goodness. lil prince toukua called, i'm happy.. but he sounds exhausted.. think the camp Tortured him.heh heh.. deprived this big piggae from his sleep.. left her thoughts ♥ 9:34:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, July 12 ♥
had my 1st student today..my 1st attempt in giving tuition.. got a pri 3 kid..tutoring eng,maths and science.. a lil frightened at 1st,but it was ok. gotta boy,he's pretty playful. and he lied to me.. guess all pri sch kids are the same. they all wanna play and have fun,but they dont wanna study. asked him for his assessment books,he said he didnt have. until the lesson ended,spoke to his mum,and asked her if i could buy assessment books. and suddenly,"poof!" 5 assessment books appeared.. whoa,thank goodness parents do side the teachers.. or else i'd be fired on my 1st day.. his grandma told me quite a few things.. i guess we have a lil communication problem. my chinese suck big time and they're a chinese speaking family. boy,i had sweaty palms..haha... anyway, this boy,he's kinda cute,innocent looking. but his english is..erm..as bad as my chinese.. he cant pronounce his words properly,he doesnt know how to spell . he has stm..haha..maybe not stm..just doesnt concentrate. man,its gonna be hard work.. i stayed on longer to help him. spent 2 hours there. nvm,i don't mind being under paid. at least i can help a lil.. and today,i realised that,IF the child does not do well, it's neither the tutor nor the teacher's fault.. it's the student.. left her thoughts ♥ 5:22:00 PM
♥ Monday, July 10 ♥
sad but true.Italy won.. sighs.. left her thoughts ♥ 10:24:00 AM
♥ Saturday, July 8 ♥
maybe its time to just channel my anger for awhile.i'm pissed. no calls,no msgs.. like the last time at china black,my cellphone died. and i really couldnt make any calls. and quarrelled cos i "ignored" him when i have my friends to party with. now i dunno where he is,dunno what he's up to. urgg. pissed shit. and don't question me. left her thoughts ♥ 1:10:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, July 5 ♥
i'm still as naive.i'm still a fool to love... i should have held it back. i don't wanna be hurt by love again... left her thoughts ♥ 7:40:00 PM
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